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March 28, 2000

'Cause it's a bittersweet, symphony that's life. Tryin to make ends meet, you're a slave to the money then you die. I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down. You know the one that takes you to the place where all things meet. No change, I can change, I can change, I can change. I am here in my mold, I am am here in my mold; but I'm a million different people from one day to the next, I can change my mold, no no, no no, no.'

Anyone who thinks that they can change themselves or anyone they know is terribly nieve. People don't change, they act differently from time to time but they will always be the same person, I hate to say it but it's in our nature. Ask anyone with experience and they will tell you the same thing. On the vacation homefront: Hans has more sob stories of how much his vacation is making him want to be at home and how is not having much fun. He did day he managed to get into a town that doesn't sht down at 6 o'clock, so I hope he will manage to have some fun there. Tomorrow he has his 17 mile hike through the grand canyon. Katie seems to be having fun so far in florida, which I am happy to hear. At least that way spring break won't be a total loss for all of us. I didn't get to chat very long, it was around the dinner hour. I figured out when I am going on vacation this summer which is nice because it verifies that I am in fact definately going on the vacations. In my family until the tickets are purchased and sitting in a drawer, no event is final. We all sat around my house and watched the sixth sense. I had not seen it before along with joel and gim, while tracy and marci had. Joel already knew the ending so at the end he made all kinds of outrageous claims as to how he would have figured it out anyway... ...pfft. I know the point where I figured it out. Don't read next sentence If you haven't seen it yet. I knew right when cole told him that the way he could talk to his wife was if it was in her sleep. That made perfect sense to me cause they had an example of an average person hear a dead person talk earlier in the movie. The question we had was don't you think it would be common curtousy to inform someone that they were dead. Hey, any of you people out there who can see dead people, If I am dead and you can talk to me, and I think I am alive, please inform me that I am dead so I can at least move on or something. I don't want to spend my time where I could be livin' it up in the afterlife hangin' around this joint. Sure I care about all you guys here on earth, but you've seen the horrible generic portrayls of heaven on TV and in the movies... ...well... ...some of us believe in that, ha ha ha. So anyway, just let me know, okay.

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