chaz720.net - journal

March 29, 2000

'What is happening to it all? Crazy some'll say. Where is the light that I recognize. (gone away) But I won't cry for yesterday, there's an ordinary world, somehow I have to find. And as I try to make my way to the ordinary world. I will learn to survive.'

Please try not to dwell on the past it usually ends up making you feel like crap, cause it seems the only time people ever look at their life as a whole is when they feel like shit. And then the make the current moment out to be the worst one in their lives. Doesn't make much sense if you ask me. Today I didn't do much. But if you are really clever you will have noticed that I have redone the website. a) I redid the titlebar in flash4 so it is now cleaner looking, there are animated buttons, and it is about a third the size it was as an imagemap. And now it is a hell of a lot easier to modify now as well. b) I killed all the backgrounds on the pages, I have meaning to do that for a while but I have always been to lazy/otherwise occupied to sit down and do it (not that it takes a whole lot of effort but it is just like anything else). and finally c) I have figured out some other places that I intend to 'flash' so to speak on my website, where it could use a little spicing up, and besides, I would like to have a little consistency in the look of the site which I think It lacks to some extent at the moment. Here is an interesting site Love calculator, I would love to see the cgi-script for that one. If you get a chance test your luck on that page. Oh and by the way in case you ever felt the need to make your brain bleed, Here are the first 1.25 million digits of PI. So I guess I am not the worlds most bored person on the planet. I still find something wrong with going to sleep tonight not having attempted to do anything tonight. I dont' know if we have gotten sick of each other or what but I think our ability to sit arounf and do nothing has been extinguished. There was some interesting occurances in other people's lives today. I was driving and Roselle road was blocked off due to a bad car accident. there were 3 fire trucks, an ambulence, and 4 police cars there that were, amoung other things, directing traffic into a nearby neighborhood of Inverness. That area is a maze of roads, none of which travel in straight lines. And the person in front of me just sat at every intersection for a few seconds and then slowly proceded. Finally I honked and pulled up beside them. And they agreed it be best if I lead the pack since they had honestly never been in the neighborhood. So I lead everyone to Palatine rd cause that's where I was going and that's where the person behind me was going, but I think everyone else that was following was iritated cause they went out of their way or something. How dare those people get severely injured in a car accident and disrupt my trip, how inconsiderate of them.

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