chaz720.net - journal

April 12, 2000

'how many special people change? How many lives are living strange? Where were you while we were getting high? Slowly walking down the hall, faster than a cannonball. Where were you while we were getting high? Someday you will find me, caught beneath a landslide. In a champagne supernova in the sky. Someday you will find me, caught beneath a landslide. In a champagne supernova, a champagne supernova in the sky. Wake up the doll and ask her why, she dreams a dream, that never dies. Wipe that tear away now from you eye. Slowly walking down the hall, faster than a cannonball. Where were you while we were getting high? Someday you will find me, caught beneath the lindslide. In a champagne supernova in the sky. Someday you wil find me caught beneath a landslide. In a champagne supernova, a champagne supernova. Cause people believe that they're gonna get away for the summer. But you and I, will never die, the world still spins around, we don't know why. Why? Why? Why? Why?'

Sometimes I don't know why the world spins the way it does and how it seems to spin like a fan pulling shit toward it. Joel is having a really horrible time lately and he is handling it very well, at least on the outside. Parents breaking up is never good for the kids involoved no matter what anyone says. He has been crapped on by his dad for the last time and he left home. Read details on Joel's Site if you want to, but if you want to do so somewhat quickly cause Joel's webspace is going to change pretty soon to a xoom server, and I don't know when his dad will take down the other page. It's actually kinda funny in one sense, I don't know how often Mr. Hayhurst used Joel's computer if at all, but now his is stuck with a bunch of stupid Macs. Oh, and by the way Joel, I talked to my dad, and he says since you're 18 he has no problem if you stay here for as long as you need, at least until graduation. And you'd be a welcome here. We had an MWF game today, and although I got the highest score on the team by over double, I don't feel that great about it. If I don't accomplish something along with the rest of them, it doesn't really matter how many kills I get. We first played a game on their server, and they all had pings ranging from 35 to 160. And we had pings ranging from 460-750. I have the screenshots on Hans' computer of the mess saved and I will get those up here, maybe tomorrow. It's kinda hard to play when 75% of outgoing and 25% of incoming packets are lost. It results in a lot of suicides from shooting walls and such. They were being Jackasses about it, and we asked for a rematch hosted on Rosie's computer. Which we got and when we connected to Rosies computer, everyone in the game had pings of about 150, it was perfect and they agreed that a rematch was do-able. Although about 5 minutes into the game our pings went back up to 400 and their pings went back down to 80. So we got compltetely shafted. Besides, they had red on november which is the better color to be I hate to say it, cause of the easy sniping and the huge corridor to the flag, as well as the easy escape route through the pipe once you have the flag. Now that I think about it, there really isn't any advantage to being blue on that map. I will wrap it up by saying that the best way to break in a rubiks cube is to break it, literally, just make like oyu are trying to turn it two directions at once and the whole thing will crumble, once it's back together, it will be much easier to mess with.

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