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April 16, 2000

'She said, 'I don�t know if I�ve ever been good enough' I�m a little bit rusty and I think my head is caving in. And I don�t know if I�ve ever been really loved, by a hand that�s touched me. And I feel like something�s gonna give, and I�m a little bit angry. Well, this ain�t over, no, not here. Not while I still need you around. You don�t owe me, we might change. Yeah, we just might feel good. I wanna push you around. Well, I will Well, I will. I wanna push you down. Well, I will Well, I will. I wanna take you for granted. I wanna take you for granted. Yeah, yeah, well, I will. She said I don�t know why you ever would lie to me. Like I�m a little untrusting. When I think that the truth is gonna hurt ya. And I don�t know why you couldn�t just stay with me. You couldn�t stand to be near me. When my face don�t seem to want to shine. �Cause it�s a little bit dirty. Well, don�t just stand there, say nice things to me. �Cause I�ve been cheated, I�ve been wronged. And you, you don�t know me. Yeah, well, I can�t change. I won�t do anything at all.'

Today was kinda weird. Joel had to work during the day. I went to Brian's house to play basketball. That was fun, it was Jason and Rosie vs. Myself, Hans and Joe. The fact that none of the three of us play basketball ever became very apparent. While we were playing Mr. Hayhurst drove up to us and told us that the people that were hiding Joel are fucked, that no one is entitled to a college education, and that he was getting taken in the divorce settlement and that is why he said he wasn't paying for Joel's college. We all just looked at him with the, okay why are you telling us look and then he drove away. I really don't know what to say about that. My dad was cool about the whole getting towed thing (he wasn't happy but we'll live) he just said that a hundred bucks isn't the end of the world as long as I don't let it happen again and that nothing happened to the car. Both things will be true as best as I can manage. In case you haven't noticed cause you are mental I have changed the look of the journal. I have been to various sites and all of the sites that keep some form of news/events that are listed by date have some form of header for the date, I figured why can't I be like everyone else? and when I couldn't come up with a reason I made a little dinky header bar that goes on the top of each day. If you are bored, take the time to play this Chocolate Easter Bunny Game (note: yes this is very cruel, I realize that, but it can still be funny can it not?) I think I have to go see if there is any homework to have been done this weekend so I will see you all later.

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