chaz720.net - journal

April 19, 2000

'Jan lays down and wrestles in her sleep. Moonlight spills on comic books, and superstars in magazines. An old friend calls and tells us where to meet. Her plane takes off from Baltimore and touches down on Bourbon Street. We sit outside and argue all night long about a god we've never seen, but never fails to side with me. Sunday came and all the papers say. Ma Teresa's joined the mob, and happy with her full time job. Am I alive or thoughts that drift away? Does summer come for everyone? Can humans do what prophets say? And if I die before I learn to speak can money pay for all the days I lived awake but half asleep? A life is time, they teach you growing up the seconds ticking killed us all a million years before the fall you ride the waves and don't ask where they go you swim like lions through the crest and bathe yourself in zebra flesh. I've been downhearted baby, ever since the day we met.'

yesterday I didn't write an entry cause I feel asleep before I got around to it. We played an MWF game and I had my copmuter at Hans's house, I got home with it late and had no energy to type. We won the game, somehow Joel managed to get one extrra kill above me, 47 to my 46, either he is getting better all the time and he was especially good at defending on that level. We won six captures to one but we had more people than they did, so they did a really good job considering. Today I caught up on my sleep and hopefully I wil be able to redeem some of that cause I have quite a bit of stuff to do tonight before I go to sleep. My Grandma is back in town, and she is simultainiously the nicest and most demanding person I have ever known, the only real complaint I have is that with her, everything has to be done 10 minutes ago, you wouldn't think it would be that big of a deal, but she has this weird way of coming up with things that I have to (that given are important to do) yet I'm convinced these things didn't exsist when she wasn't here. I don't know, they way she says everything so specifically it sounds like more than it is all the time, she just wants me to get it done and wants to keep me motivated to do it. I have decided that (in the fashion of Joel's cousin) I am going to record the little chunks of song that I have been putting up here and post them for you to hear, I just have to figure out some good way to convert the WAVs that I have into real audio format so that you don't actually have to download anything in order to listen to them. I will most likely get to that this weekend since it is a four day weekend and I will surely have some free time as it goes on. 'Til then, wish me luck on my presentations that I am involved in tomorrow. Laterz.

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