chaz720.net - journal

April 23, 2000

'Oh my life, is changing everyday, in every possible way. And oh my dreams, it's never quiet as it seems, never quiet as it seems. I know I've felt like this before, but now I'm feeling it even more, because it came from you. And then I open up and see, the person falling here is me, a different way to be. I want more, impossible to ignore, impossible to ignore. And they'll come true, impossible not to do, impossible not to do. And now I tell you openly, you have my heart so don't hurt me; you're what I couldn't find. A totally amazing mind, so understanding, and so kind, you're everything to me.'

Well that was an interesting Easter for me, it was spent esssentially just with my Grandmother and I. Joel stopped in and had a little something to eat but the whole of the rest of my day was spent either sitting around doing nothing, or worse, watching Joel play Final Fantasy VII. Well, after dinner we all went to Hans's house and determined that there was absolutely nothing to do there so we ended up coming back to my place and watched Die Hard 2. I never noticed before how horrible some of the lines are in that movie until now. I mean honestly, "just the fax ma'am"?, who writes that. Oh well, then we saw some sort of Space ghost program that was completely random as usual. It didn't make any sense whatsoever, it was an award show of some sort where they had the directors of various cartoons on and a panal of random Space Ghost characters come in as a panal of judges who would give random number ratings that made no sense and make stupid comments the whole time. Now that's good television. Hans had to go home early cause he wasn't feeling well. I am starting to get really worried about Hans. It seems as though he is sick all the time but I don't think that his parents let him ever just miss a day to get better. Oh well, he only has to put up with them bullying him through school for a couple more months and then he is home free towards having his own life. I made the grave, grave, mistake of digging out my sister's playstation, and then allowing Joel to Play Final Fantasy VII. Cause he has played about 5 hours into it now in just two sittings, and even now he is playing it. I tell you, it never ceases to amaze me. I made a little banner logo for my site, and I have included the image as well as the code to stick it on the site in this little zip file so if you are a fan/friend/complete idiot who had no idea who I am bt puts links to random shit that they like on their sites, than you can have a link that is worthy of it's destination :). Night ya'll, I'm gonna try to reclaim my room now.

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