chaz720.net - journal

April 25, 2000

'I don�t know what you�re looking for. You haven�t found a thing, that�s for sure. You rip me up, you spread me all around, in the dust of a bitter time. And this is not a case I�ve lost, you see. It�s not a matter of you verses me. It�s fine the way you watch me on your own. But in the end it�s always me alone. And I�m losing my favorite game. You�re losing your mind again. I�m losing my baby. Losing my favorite game. I only know what I�ve been working for. Another you so I could love you more. I really thought that I could take you there. But my experiments not getting us anywhere. I had a vision I could turn you right. A stupid mission and a legal fight. I should�ve seen it when my hope was new. My heart is black and my body�s blue. And I�m losing my favorite game. You�re losing your mind again. I�m losing my favorite game. You�re losing your mind again. I�m losing my baby, Losing my favorite game. I�m losing my favorite game. You�re losing your mind again.'

Um yeah, my day was shitty, how about ya'll. I don't even know where to start bitching, but you know what, I've said it before, and I'll say it again, if there is one thing that pisses me off (and this might just be the only thing) it is getting pity, I think if you give pity to someone of my attitde about life, it is the biggest insult you can place on them. So for now, I won't even say anything, cause right now I dont' want to hear about it, maybe soon, I'll tell you the story that has kept me awake, kept me bothered, kept me writing all these entries that start out with a song about a broken heart or unrequited love. maybe. Or maybe you already know, maybe I'll let you decide waht the story is for yourself. Well, on a lighter note, I got my new domain name up and running. so now my official site can be reached at www.chaz720.net. I also am going to really get a kick out of this whole anythingIwant@chaz720.net e-mail thing. I have already come up with several, and so have other people (cough)katie(cough) and if you think of something stupid feel free to not e-mail me about it, oh, and as of now my e-mail addy I will be using on a regular basis will be, TheAlmightyRyan@chaz720.net. so if you start getting from there, don't act surprized. Act blessed that you would recieve an e-mail from someone as world-renouned as myself, and as always, remember that you are a better human for simply laying your eyes on this site.

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