chaz720.net - journal

May 24, 2000

'You don't know how you took it. You just know what you've got. Oh Lordy, you've been stealing from the thieves and you got caught; in the headlights, of a stretch car, you're a star. Dressing like your sister, living like a tart. They don't know what you're doing Babe, it must be art You're a headache, in a suitcase You're a star Oh no, don't be shy. You don't have to go blind. Hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me. You don't know how you got here. You just know you want out. Believing in yourself, almost as much as you doubt You're a big smash You wear it like a rash Star Oh no, don't be shy It's a crime to cry Hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me. They want you to be Jesus. Now go down on one knee. But they want their money back, if you're alive at thirty-three. And you're turning tricks, with your crucifix, you're a star. Ooh child. Of course you're not shy You don't have to deny it Hold me, thrill me, kiss me, kill me'

Hello boys and girls, I need to write this now or I'll never get it out tonight. For the same reason that I didn't write entries the last two days. I have spent many hours on the motorola presentation which will both take place tomorrow, and (for all practical purposes) mark the end of my high school career. If not only because the year is almost over, but because I would walk away from that place if I had to go through that over again. With all the stupid problems and delays that have come up, both due to myself and to others, I'm about ready to check out. The last few days have marked some of the most annoying and long nights I have had in quite some time. The nice part is that I have focused all my concern on that and the other would-be annoyances that are there are just blended into the background. It has been really nice outside in the last week, after the unusally shitty weathered weekend where it was generally rainy and cold the whole time. Go grab a beer and look at my sister's website I know I've linked to it before but she's had it down to work on it for a while and now she has it back up again. Cool art, I like the peanut-butter lovers newsletter, very nice. I'm making a cd but this time I'm doing it the right way, I'm actually listening to all the songs I am putting on it to make sure that the mp3s don't have some retarderd glitches in them that seem to like to plague some of the cds I have made. Even though I have had motorola stuff to work on, I have been getting quite a bit of Unreal Tournament time. Oh, about that, right... ...As I'm sure all of you know, I am an excessively sarcastic person most of the time. When, in my journal, I follow a sentence with ":P" that means I am being sarcastic. I guess Jason didn't get it and he was kind enough to misinterprate what I said publicly, yay! just to clear things up, I joke about being the best person on the team just cause I have the most kills cause I think it's funny that all the people that are now on the CTS used to do it. So please don't take stuff seriously when it's followed by a :P. that's what it's there for. I think we can all agree that the "best" person on our team varies not only from day to day, but from map to map. Joel, for instance, rocks on November, what can I say? I like to think I am equally pretty good on all the maps we play, with maybe the exception of facing worlds, I'm still not all that great on it. Jason is really good on that map, his strategy works well there with that particular layout. And I know what you were all thinking when you popped open this journal entry... ...Oh no, here we go with the songs again. Well, let me assure you this is an isolated song incident. I might put one up every couple weeks, but no more of the "everyday for almost a month thing" :P laterz all.

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