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June 04, 2000

Ryan still = broken (ho hum, I have no hope of a cure). Someone please download the song Ann Lee - 2 Times, and share in my misery of having the most obnoxious song that you have ever heard in your entire life stuck in your head. I swear this is the single catchiest song I have ever heard. Ahhhh! it's eating at my brain! And I don't have much of a brain left after the last four years at Fremd High School where I graduated from today, yay! The graduation went pretty well, we had the usual shpeal, first we have the opportunity speach, then the song about memories, then the talk aobut how great it's been, then the poem about success, then the readings of the names, then the final so long and the good luck, yay! just like every other graduation. I'm suprized they didn't beat the year 2000 thing like a dead horse, I suppose I should be glad of that, because to me 2000 is a number, it falls convieniently between 1999 and 2001, and because it is devisible by 1000, we should be particularly happy or something. Sorry to piss on everyone's parade, but I find it hard to get myself worked up over this whole thing. This morning I woke up and there were a whole ton of green and gold balloons all over my room and on my bed. Care of my sisters (thanks, that was really good of you). I still find it humorous that I have my diploma in hand and yet I am still going to go back to that school to take a test prolly tomorrow (assuming I get around to it). Wow, not only am I without illness now, I think that I am actually getting worse. It isn't that my voice is getting more horse or I have a worse headache, no, my voice and head are getting better. It's just now I am also coughing up a storm and I have a really horrible sinus clog. This sucks. I think that being sick is even worse than say, being really really sad, which is the only other feeling I can compare to. Because being sad or sick just generally sucks. But being sad is something that you can turn around. I think that if you try hard enough, you can usually get over being sad. There is always something or someone that will make you feel better, if you are willing to look for it. Being sick just sucks, because after trying numerous things to try to fix it, I have figured out that there really ain't a damn thing that I can do about it. I've tried all the medicines and they just put off the sickness, only to return later with a vengence. It seems as though the more suddenly I fall asleep due to Triaminocol, the more suddenly I wake up in the morning with the realization that my nose no longer functions and I have to make a mental effort to open my mouth and brethe so as not to die. And every evening after I have taken dayquil, all the little bastard symtoms just wait for the dayquil to get out of my system so that they can continue to kick me in the proverbial nuts. So after graduation, my family (as a whole for once) went to Morton's steak house, which was a lot of fun. They have some really great food there and a lot of the people that were there had come from the Fremd graduation. There is one thing I'd like to comment on about that place. A friend of mine was attempting to wash his hands in the bathroom with one of those "smart" sinks with the little hand detector that turns it on and off... ...smart ass sinks I think better describes it. I actually think the sink was conciously mocking him. It would randomly turn on and off and then refused to turn on at all once he got soap on his hands. I just thought that was funny. So after dinner Molly, Hans, Marci, and Joel stopped by to say hi, and hang out for a while. Then Molly, Marci, and Joel took off to go to some party with Molly's boyfriend Ryan, I hope they have fun and don't get into any trouble there. Anyway, so Hans and I kinda sat around and talked with my sisters and one of my sister's friends for a while and then he took off. Oh, and I'd like to thank Katie for given me a call to see how I was doing and to say goodnight, that was really cool of you. Okay, coughing sucks, but it sucks even worse when I am trying to type, so I'll se you all later. Happy graduation to all those who graduated today. And all those who didn't graduate prolly already graduated and I despise you cause you have already been out of high school for a year, or you never graduated high school and are too dumb to operate that strange glowing box that sits in front of you now, and could much less likely even figure out who I am :P... ...just kidding I hold all my readers in the highest of respects, good night

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