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June 09, 2000

Why must I go on? What the hell is so wrong with me that I must be tested so. This week which has gone so well for me, is just getting better all the time. Let's see, I start out sick, (that I guess I brought with me from last week, so I suppose I can't blame this week for that :P) let's see, I haven't accomplished anything all week. I feel like Bill Murry in groundhog's day, cause every day I get better from my cold, and every morning I wake up sick again. How twisted is that? So anyway, back to the week, Have you ever had someone you don't really like (I don't dislike the person I just don't consider him a "bud" or anything) talk to you over instant messenger about nothing? I don't konw, maybe I'm just being an asshole, but he honestly doesn't have much to say. I don't really ever see him, and we were never really friends. Actually for a while he was my "boss"... ...sort of. He worked in the same place I did with a higher position, he couldn't really tell me what to do. But I don't know, I guess he means well, I'm not gonna complain about it. Then I attempt to be a team captain of the MWF and get rejected by joel cause I changed a picture. Then I get my nose broke by Rosie in a stupid skirmish, then I play like absolute shit in the MWF game, not really helping out at all, and I have barely seen Katie all week, and it really gets me down, cause she can usually make me smile, and I could really use that right about now. And now, today pretty much sucked, I sat around and did nothing, and then I sat around and did nothing while Joel played FF VII. Then we decided to go see Gone in Sixty Seconds. So we go to the theatre and every showing was sold out. So we decided to see road trip. I had already seen it, but Joel hadn't, and I didn't mind seeing it again. It is really funny though, even the second time. Ah yes and tonight, sigh, I am an official simpson now, as I now pass the qualifying trait of being a shitty driver. I got a speeding ticket for going 59 in a 45. you know, I could point out that there wasn't anyone around me for miles, and I could point out that it's only 14 over, not life threatening, or I could point out that it was a straight piece of road with no weather at the time. But I find it easier to bite my lip and say fuck it. Eat the hunrderd bucks, and go to traffic school some time probably 5 years from now. Given, I wasn't doing anything "stupid" as most people wuld put it, but I guess if you constitute "stupid" as anything that can get you a ticket, warrented or unwarrented, than I'm a moron. I doubt my dad will care, it's not like he isn't taking my car away from me at the end of the summer anyway, it won't cost him a dime, and it'll just be my problem, I got the hundred bucks, that's not a problem either, but I do have better things to spend it on, like clothing and food next year :P. I hope that cop is happy that he has just starved an innocent person :P. Okay, that's enough about that. I have determined that it is damn near impossible to solve a rubik's cube when you can't distinguish between the colors due to extreme fading and wear. So, I decided to take all the stickers off my cube, and clean it off real good, and then paint with my airbrush so that it won't get screwed up again. After all, the paints I got for it were 10 bucks, I already have the airbrush, so the cost of another cube is ten bucks, and I know that the same damn thing is going to happen to it if I buy a new one, so I say screw it, I'm not buying any more rubik's cubes, this is my forth, and I am keeping it. I don't even know where the hell my other three are, let alone what condition they are in. Hopefully this one won't disappear into infinity. Well, I can't leave an entry this one sided, it isn't like me. This week, several good things have happened to me. I graduated high school :), I got to see my sisters again since about 5 months :), I found out about a really cool and witty graduation present that Katie is making me :), I got a bunch of money for graduation :), and I got to spend some time with friends :). Although my first week out of high school could have gone better, it could have been much worse, and besides it was only five days out of 30,000 that I'm scheduled for. Or maybe if it was like groundhog's day it would only be one of 30,000. That would also be really cool, because then I would wake up and this little yellow stip of paper wouldn't be on my desk in the morning :P. One can only hope.

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