chaz720.net - journal

September 05, 2000

'my tea's gone cold, i'm wondering why i got out of bed at all the morning rain clouds up my window and i can't see at all and even if i could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad i drank too much last night, got bills to pay, my head just feels in pain i missed the bus and there'll be hell today, i'm late for work again and even if i'm there, they'll all imply that i might not last the day and then you call me and it's not so bad, it's not so bad and i want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life push the door, i'm home at last and i'm soaking through and through then you handed me a towel and all i see is you and even if my house falls down now, i wouldn't have a clue because you're near me and i want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life '

Wow, Joel just showed me this song, and I love it. As you may or may not have noticed hte begining is used as the chorus in Eminem's "Stan".

Yesterday's entry got posted this afternoon because our internet connection went down last night and I was unable to post anything. And since I've had those two counter-craps posted I am getting mail every time I check from people saying they liked them. That really makes me feel great. It's what I defined a while ago with Joel as anonymous fame. Although it may sound like an oxy-moron, it's true. I use an anonymous alias of "champu" when I am online making movies, sending and recieving e-mail, and playing any online games. None save a tiny few of those people know me personally, but I am able to express my humor and my good traits over the enternet and gain respect in that matter. I could be a really ugly guy with no friends and, er okay, bad example... :) but no seriously, these people don't know or really care for that matter who or what I am in real life, but they like me as champu. That's anonymous fame. And it is really great sometimes.

I had to do these really dumb things for chem called IVLs which were essentially a lesson on "how to repeatedly click the next button in a window". I don't get why I was subjected to that, nor why I actually had to go to a university computer lab to sit and click a mouse repeatedly til I was blue in the finger. I guess they want to let me now about the chemistry involved with repetative stress disorders, like carpal tunnel syndrome. And then I spent an hour doing ece 110 homework which involved calculating all kinds of values about some dumb circuits.

They say everyone should believe in something, I believe I am going to go to sleep now.

Oh wait, if anyone can find a place where I can get a black shirt with "USMC" in white block letters on the front, then e-mail me and let me know it's driving me nuts.

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