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September 12, 2000

She came out west to find the sun she lost her name but found a new one amy goes to school all day but at night in the neightborhood they call her amphetamine She is perfect in that fucked up way that all the magazines seem to want to glorify these days She looks like a teenage anthem she lookds like she used to be happy with the girl inside She looks so bored sometimes She has that super pale skin and those soft green eyes she looks like she could have bene happy in a better life She came out west just to break away clean from her family and her friends and a little girl's dream all she wants to do every night is to sit beside my window and listen to the sirens she looks like a teenage anthem and she lookds like she should have been happy in another life In another life She came out west just to break the spell after three long years in a marriage from hell six months clean living sober and right the doctors tell her everything will be alright She looks like a teenage anthem she looks like a magazine girl she looks like a teenage anthem like she used to be happy in another world. She looks like a teenage anthem. She is happy with the girl inside. She looks like a teenage anthem, and looks like she could have been. Happy in another life. In another life. Happy in another life. Met her at a party and i took her home. She is the saddest girl that i have ever known. She wakes me up in the middle of the night just to tell me everything will be alright. Amy smiles at me and tells me everything will be alright. I tell myself the same damn thing everyday. Everything will be alright.'

I would like to take a moment to mention something. In full realization that I'm sounding like a teacher when I say this, just because I indent something indicating that it is a song, it does not give you the go ahead to skip over it. I put it there with the assumption you read it and I am pretty sure at least some of ya'll skip over it to get to the "good stuff". so you know, if it's not too much to ask, take a minute and read the songs. Okay well, I hope you all appreciate the change i made today which is that now the journal defaults to viewing a page that has just the current entry, to shorten load times, and to, well keep you from having to scroll through all the entries. I would invert the entries (current on top) but that would result in a whole shitload of problems when it comes to my archiving of old entries, so... ....fuck dat shit. So now you get little bit sized chuncks, and if you want the old entries, you can get those too. Yay, everyone wins, but that doesn't mean it wasn't a pain in my ass to change it so that it does that now. If you looked at all the shit i go through to make the splash thing work in conjunction with all the other pieces of this site, as well as to maintain continuity of the menus you'd probably either go into a coma or vomit, or vomit and then go into a coma and choke on the vomit. Yuk, I know. So I'm running around like a nut today. I bought some "beef" patties from Meijer to make some cheeseburgers. and ahem, they are really fucking nasty. I'm not entirely sure they are "beef" as the run off from the gril solidified into a brick of general nastiness and evil that I don't care to describe any further. So Hans and I came down to the wire when it came to ece110 homework, he got some of his in before midnight, I got all of mine in, you just get a bit of a deduction for it being late, so he'll be fine, they aren't a huge thing with your grade unless you jsut don't do them at all. Joel is going photo happy on his site, so, in that spirit, I am going to get me a decent digital camera and I'll do that this weekend so that I will have it sunday, and you can prolly expect pictures up here then. Give you idea on the looks of the place I am living in. It's actually very very nice here. Oh well, I have an 8 o'clock tomorrow, (urgh) do I am going to get some sleep. tomorrow I have a bunch of stuff I want to get done, and I'm not going to let myself stray from that plan :). Laterz. oh and ahem. Hans made a really funny joke for once yesterday, and because I am so proud of him, I will look past the fact that the joke rips on me, but I actually laughed. The exchnge went like this:

Ryan: hey, what does my car have in common with my bed?
Hans: they are both sitting on cinder blocks (laughs)
Ryan: exactly (laughs)
Hans: hey what's one difference between your bed and your car?
Ryan: (hesitant) what?
Hans: Something on your car has been blown! (laughs histerically and falls out of chair)
Ryan: (laughs a little, and then crawls into a hole and shoots himself)

Yes well, sometimes we have to laugh at life's little misfortunes, what can I say?

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