chaz720.net - journal

February 01, 2001

i know a movie star, i've got her plastered to my wall, just like we're dear old friends, like she already knows me, she's as perfect as she seems, lifts me right out the mezzanine, i finally fell in love, i'd been waiting forever... four, three, two, one, when at the barrel of a gun, keep my head way down, stay out i'll stay in, half dead half numb, she's enough to make me warm, it's all so safe and sound... lie back and fast asleep, if you could see what i could see, drip drop a lovely dream... goddamn you movie star, can't you just play a minute more, we'd be the best of friends, you could stay here forever... four, three, two, one, when at the barrel of a gun, keep my head way down, stay out i'll stay in, half dead and half numb, she's enough to make me warm, it's all so safe and sound... she will be sweet on me, just like a mystery, it's not so hard to see, if i'm not mistaken, she comes from far away (far... far away), gets closer everyday (everyday), and all that i can say (can say), she's all i want and all that i live for... four, three, two, one, when at the barrel of a gun, keep my head way down, stay out i'll stay in, half dead half numb, she's enough to make me warm, it's all so safe and sound...

I have, at least for now, labeled my first useful php program finished. It allows rosie, joel, and I to post news directly to the kellhounds news page on this very server. I may decide to make my own guest book/comments page for this site, that might prove to be entertaining.

I'm kinda sad tonight, cause my 15th story window is covered in ice and i can't look out over the city. Having the city there is almost surreal now. I just look out the window and there it is, I can see from beckman (marking the north end of campus) to the south farms. And when I look at my building from the streets I can see my apartment, and I try to picture myself seeing myself on the street looking up. I don't know why. Anyway having this block of a ice for a window just kinda takes something away from living on the 15th floor.

Time for my random 4 hours of sleep

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