chaz720.net - journal

March 20, 2001

Baby's black balloon makes her fly. I almost fell into that hole in your life. You're not thinking 'bout tomorrow 'Cause you were the same as me. But on your knees. A thousand other boys could never reach you. How could I have been the one? I saw the world spin beneath you, and scatter like ice from the spoon that was your womb. Comin' down the world turned over. And angels fall without you there. And I go on as you get colder, Or are you someone's prayer. You know the lies they always told you. And the love you never knew. What's the things they never showed you? That swallow the light from the sun Inside your room, yeah yeah. And there's no time left for losin' When you stand they fall, yeah Comin' down the years turn over And angels fall without you there And I'll go on now and lead you home and All because I'm..all because I'm I'll become, what you became to me.

back in the saddle again, and I've already gotten a bunch of work out of the way, leaving tomorrow afternoon almost entirely open for making the lovely flash movies (which I have actually started already). I want to get at least one done tomorrow.

So the vacation did me good even if it didn't exactly do my body any good. I have a distinct inability to form any form of tan whatsoever. I sat out in the sun for two hours on the beach, and all that happened was the backs of my knees got a little burnt and peeled, no traces of a tan =/. Maybe I should just stop trying, I don't think being a darker shade is a noble enough cause for me to burn the shit out of myself.

I saw a couple of movies over the break that I reccommend you see. I saw Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon in theatres and I saw Heat on dvd. CTHD is the coolest kung-fu movie I have seen in a long time, cheers. and Heat was dramatic and hilarious at the same time, Al Pacino plays one of the funniest cynical characters ever. Go see those movies if you haven't.

There seems to be a lot of little signs of ungratefulness penting up around me, not from people I know, but from the anonymous. There was a guy who e-mailed me about making a intro flash movie for his site he was coming up with, and then another flash movie once a month or so. And when I told him I would make the intro but not the monthly series he said okay, but then later changed his mind and said he wanted to use the flash for some clan. And he was all upset when I told him that I didn't make clan intros. Secondly, I have a collection of some Divx movies on my computer (Highly compressed High-Quality full-length movies) and being the nice guy that I am, I decided to share these for people to download from our building's LAN. After all, this doesn't go toward my bandwidth limit so why shoudl I care right? wrong. I explicitly stated that if you wanted to take the movies that you were to download them to your computer, not stream them off my computer. If too many people do this it kills my network connection. Sure enough I sit down at my computer this afternoon and it is running laggy as hell, so I click unshare on my movies directory and I get this. To say the least I was not thrilled...

54516051 | 1.0 | 12ms

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