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April 21, 2001

And you don't seem to understand. A shame you seemed an honest man. And all the fears you hold so dear. Will turn to whisper in your ear. And you know what they say might hurt you. And you know that it means so much. And you don't even feel a thing. I am falling, I am fading, I have lost it all. And you don't seem the lying kind. A shame then I can read your mind. And all the things that I read there. Candle lit smile that we both share. And you know I don't mean to hurt you. But you know that it means so much. And you don't even feel a thing. I am falling, I am fading, I am drowning, Help me to breathe. I am hurting, I have lost it all. I am losing. Help me to breathe.

I finished watching serial experiments lain today, and although I enjoyed it a great deal, I can't think of anyone I would recommend it to. Aside from joel, who originally mentioned it to me, most people I know probably wouldn't enjoy it because it's just so weird in its course to make its point that most people would probably lose interest. I really enjoy anime series like that. The ones that actually spawn discussion websites in an attempt to figure out what the meaning of them was, rather than just fan sites that have a bunch of junk to by or message boards filled with stuff like "NO WAY MAN LINA INVERSE COULD KICK RYOKO'S ASS!!!!!1 SLAYERS RULES!!!" Although I have been watching love hina too, so I guess even the cynical and demented people like myself enjoy kinda goofy light-hearted stuff from time to time. As long as it doesn't repeatedly involve storing up energy in your hair and kicking someone so hard that they fly back and break the crust of the earth, I think I'd be cool with it.

So I've taken three tests in the past three days, and I don't have grades back save one of them, which wasn't shining and spactacular, but I did just fine on it (read: 'B') te other two I feel I did really well on, so I'm hoping to have that confirmed in the near future, but I still have one more test in Diffeq before finals so that is one of the last steps before summer.

Things are looking better about the whole internship at Motorola as they had been looking grim for a while. I'm getting hopeful responses from both my dad and from hans's dad (my two lines of communication to the upper management at Motorola) so I am cautiously optimistic now.

If you have never eaten pepperonni pizza rolls, you have simply never lived.

So Thursday night we went out and hit the bars, we played cards, darts, and what not. Discussed lifestyle differences with these great Austrailian exchange students I met. Got some pizza, smoked a cigat, general great time. Didn't go out last night cause I was sick all day from standing out in the rain smoking a cigar the night before... cough. Haven't decided what's going on tonight, but I think we might just hang out here and invite some people over.

I was asked nicely by the new webmaster of csnation to once again make cartoons for the site. I told him that I would think about it, but I was trying to get more into the interactive side of flash before I made anything else, and that this probably meant that I wasn't going to make anything until after I had taken finals. He said he understood and was hoping that I would make a few cartoons once the time comes. Well, I guess I'll have to see just hoe I feel when the time does come.

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