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January 02, 2002

Never made it as a wise man. I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing. Tired of living like a blind man. I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling, and this is how you remind me. This is how you remind me of what I really am. This is how you remind me of what I really am. It's not like you to say sorry, I was waiting on a different story. This time I'm mistaken, for handing you a heart worth breaking. I've been wrong, I've been down. Been to the bottom of every bottle. These five words in my head scream, "Are we having fun yet?" Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no. no. It's not like you didn't know that. I said I love you and I swear I still do. It must have been so bad, cause living with me must have damn near killed you. This is how you remind me of what I really am. This is how you remind me of what I really am. It's not like you to say sorry. I was waiting on a different story. This time I'm mistaken, for handing you a heart worth breaking. I've been wrong, I've been down. Been to the bottom of every bottle. These five words in my head scream "Are we having fun yet?" Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no. no. Never made is as a wise man. I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing. And this is how you remind me, this is how you remind me...

Hope New Years was fun for all and everyone had a good time, most people that were normally around here were out of town so this new years wasn't nearly as, well, festive as the last. Joel, Phil, Gim, Jason, and I got together and played pool, Smash Brothers Melee and Grand Theft Auto 3. We played Dead or Alive 3 for about 15 minutes, and while "she" does, in fact, "kick high" I don't think it had the same gameplay value as Smash Brothers and the others agreed so we went back to that.

My my my what a sad day for Illinois yesterday. A bad start got worse as the game went on against LSU and I actually started laughing through most of the game cause of the mistakes on defense. The only time during the game that I felt the "10-1" Illinois team was there was on the first touchdown drive we had where we drilled in a few nice long, clean passes to get some points on the board. But with LSU posting some 600-odd yards on our defense that game it was painful to watch.

Last night My sister Leandra and I teamed up against her husband Eric and my Dad to kick the crap out of them at Taboo and 25 words or less. And we even roasted some marshmellows. And winning at that game for some reason made me feel better about the whole Illinois thing going on in the background. Just hearing about the score changes was easier than seeing every single missed tackle and poor pass coverage/rushing by our defense.

Yesterday my car also decided to play the happy-fun-joyous game of "I'm not starting". It had been outside in the around 10� weather for a couple days without running so it could be a number of things. I don't think it's the battery cause we tried jumping it and it didn't seem to make any improvement in the sound it made before. It seems to be cranking just fine but it's not turning over. I gave it a some gas and it started coughing but it's just not catching. My current theory is that I might have some bad gas that had water in it that froze and that's killing it. But regardless, I pushed the car into the garage to see if it'll warm up tonight and I'll try starting it tomorrow. I got my fingers crossed.

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