chaz720.net - journal

January 22, 2002

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear. And I can't help but ask myself how much I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer. It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague, haunting mass appeal. But lately I'm beginning to find that I should be the one behind the wheel. Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there with open arms and open eyes. Yeah. Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there, I'll be there. So if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive? It's driven me before and it seems to be the way that everyone else gets around. But lately I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself my light is found. Would you choose water over wine.... hold the wheel and drive?

So yeah I was playing pool over at the union with Joel and Hans and took a shot without watching where my hand was in relation to the edge of the table. The edge of the table happens to be metal thus resulting in a chunk of skin on my right index finger getting squeezed between the cue and the table and me bleeding for a while, unpleasent both to feel and to look at as witnesses will contest. No big story, it's healing now...

So yeah, after Crisby's former host decided it would be a great idea to fuck up the works on their server he now uses my host for his website needs. Unfortunately this host doesn't do a lot of things the same as his old host did so there were some problems with the site but I got them worked out for now. I think this weekend I am going to try to get a bunch of coding done for some different things and maybe redoing his site to make use of the pcf backend will be on the list of things to be done.

So yeah Joel is 20 as of the 19th, everyone congradulate him on not having been killed yet.

Classes have been off to a pretty smooth start and I have no real complaints, just give me a week or two to develop some, I'm sure something will come up. I think at the moment I am just willing to accept anything to do because winter break was so wholely uneventful. This weekend was another case of parties finding us when we couldn't find them. Saturday being the most notable when about a dozen or so of Fei's friends showed up. Not bad considering like two other options had fallen through on us that night.

Indiana is retarded.

So the Bears lost on Saturday which was very disappointing. Shane Matthews must be kicked off the team immediately, he is awful... ...at everything. I'm surprised he was able to hand the ball off when he did.

The X-Box is hereby having it's name changed to the "Halo Multiplayer Box" because that is the only thing we use it for anymore. I can almost say the same thing for the Gamecube and Smash Brothers, but I still play wave race. Now we just need a copy of FFX for the PS2 so it can be solely dedicated to that 24 hours a day.

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