chaz720.net - journal

April 01, 2002

There are things that used to make me smile, one of them was you for just a little while. You left me for dead so far away, I replaced you with fear and shame. You'll be happy on the day I die. There are things that used to make me laugh, but now they're deeply buried in the past. I left them there so far away, replaced my humor with my pain. I'll be happy on the day it dies. Remember when I said I love you? Well forget it, I take it back. I was just a stupid kid back then, I take back every word that I said. There are things that used to make you cry, one of them was me for just a little while. Why is it that you had to say goodbye in your special way? You slashed the tires on my car. Remember when I said I love you? Well forget it, I take it back. I was just a stupid kid back then, I take back every word that I said.

Some new colors. I wanted something with a little less contrast and would be easier on the eyes. I think I got that down. Also, I took out the whole ?stats page crap where you see the last 50 hits cause I really didn't care and I'm sure all it did was make the page take longer to load by a second.

I haven't felt this lathargic in a long time. I have a bunch of stuff coming up but I'm so bummed out about nothing. Little things adding up and getting me down I guess. I have to deal with my idiot of an advisor, gotta get rid of last semester's advising hold so that I can actually sign up for classes, I have a test wednesday on top of a lab and the conflict is still on top of the lab so I gotta figure my way out of that. I also have a test on monday on ece313 a class that has gotten incredibly annoying over the last week. Not to mention my damned weekly excersize in drudgery of ece210 and ece313 homework that just won't friggin go away.

Oh yeah, and the NCAA title game was probably the worst basketball I've ever seen ever.

On the bright side I saw Lucky Boys Confusion Saturday night and they put on a good show. All day Saturday I spent at Allerton park playing football and throwing a frisbee around. It was a nice relaxation for once in a while. I had a good time there.

Other than that I've been about as productive as a sloth and I just feel like crawling in a hole for a while, unfortunately, I'm fresh out of holes that don't have idiots in them giving me things to do...

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