chaz720.net - journal

May 01, 2002

You simply defy. I cannot even look to the sky. We try it single filed. Take on me, and it's my denial. I cannot ever find something safe, not done on the fly. I cannot live this way, Floor and me will kick the P.A. You wanna play with me? I'm really gonna rock your world. You want to comfort me? I'm gonna rock your world. You say everything is fine. I cannot compete with the skies. My sing has crossed the line. Come in me, I fly through the sky. I can not ever find You and me will make all the lines. Oh, if they could see the plague, no one would want to be me. You wanna play with me? I'm really gonna rock your world. You wanna comfort me? I'm gonna rock your world. So I fly. Take me. I cannot fly. Most people hate me. To fly away from this pain. Please take away, please take away my P.A...

Done with classes except for the old finals. I got my music paper back and I got a 90 on it. Mainly, she says, because it ended rather abruptly (this is because I finished it and walked out the door to my classes that morning) and also because I failed to cite any of my sources I used for the background material (again, something that I could have done had I not be a complete and utter slacker as the semeseter got nearer it's end. I also took my music test on Monday and did well enough on it that it is worth it for me to take the final and possibly end up with an A in the class. The way I look at it, I got nothing to lose by taking it.

I found out recently that I can't start at Motorola until the 28th of may, two weeks later than I had in mind, cutting the time I have at the end of the summer whence my trip to montana would be from three and a half weeks down to one and a half weeks. Still enough time to get a vacation in but it still leaves me with two weeks to sit around and mine my posterior with my pollex... Leandra has given me the task to actually write comment code for her site (I was going to do this in november, but again with the slacktitude) so mayhaps I will "get the urge"^TM to do so amidst my boredom in about a week. Time will tell.

I've gotten a couple calls about our roommate ad so far but nothing entirely conclusive, one pretty hopeful though and we've still got another week of running. I got my fingers crossed, and if you don't want to lose yours you'd best be doing the same.

Assuming I just kinda do alright on all my finals I will end up with straight 'B's accross the board, that's pretty much for certain. it will take certain finite globs of greatness to get 'A's in any or all of my classes and although I will do my best to swing hard at those globs with my bat, I do ask you all to keep in mind that I am in fact blindfolded, and I have been spun around three times...

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