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January 02, 2003

Where are you going, with your long face pulling down? Don�t hide away, like an ocean that you can�t see, but you can smell. And the sound waves crash down. I am no superman. I have no reasons for you. I am no hero, oh that�s for sure. But I do know one thing, is where you are, is where I belong. I do know where you go, is where I want to be. Where are you going? Where do you go? Are you looking for answers to questions under the stars? If along the way you are growing weary, you can rest with me until a brighter day. You're okay. I am no superman. I have no reasons for you. I am no hero, oh that�s for sure. But I do know one thing, is where you are, is where I belong. I do know where you go, is where I want to be. Where are you going, where do you go? Are you looking for answers, where do you go?

Well the last few days have been a lot of fun hanging out with everyone at our place down in Champaign for the new years. We played football, watched football, ate lots of grilled red meat and drank lots of beer. As for the actual new years well, I can't be too sure on any of that but I do know it involved a barfight at Murphy's, lots of confetti poppers, wondering around town, a drunk girl at Brothers, some guy's wallet, and a christmas tree, the details are all a little hazy though.

I found myself constantly criticizing Joel's driving both on the trip down there and around town. I wonder if I'm just really picky or if he's really just that bad a driver... hmm, mysteries of the universe...

Anyway, I feel like I did myself in by having this break from break because now it will be hard to entertain myself to my liking. I mean, we barely have any sopranos left to watch, and we can't very well drink and go out to bars every five minutes. I do suppose there's nothing keeping us from grilling though, we should definately do that a couple more times before people start going back. Ah well, I'll try to remain cautiously optimistic (oxy-moron)

So since I've been home it's been interesting. I wasn't here for the main family gathering on new years eve when they all got together for fondue. But in all honesty if I spent the new years with Eric and Leandra, Lauren and Brian, Carrie and Dave, and my Mom and my Dad I don't think I would have had a very good time as I'd be the only non-couple there. Those situations always get strange at some point. I dunno, to me Christmas is definitely a family thing, and new years is definitely a time for friends, that's likely how I'll always see it.

Either way, I hope everyone had a good start to 2003, I wonder where this one is going to go...

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