chaz720.net - journal

April 30, 2003

My friends are so depressed. I feel the question of your loneliness. Confide, `cause I'll be on your side; you know I will, you know I will. Ex-girlfriend called me up, alone and desperate on the prison phone. They want to give her 7 years for being sad. I love all of you, hurt by the cold. So hard and lonely too, when you don't know yourself. My friends are so distressed, and standing on the brink of emptiness. No words I know of to express, this emptiness. Imagine me taught by tragedy, release is peace. I heard a little girl, and what she said was something beautiful, "To give your love no matter what."

I'm such a retard about updating these days, nothing I really feel like writing about most of the time I suppose. I mentioned a while ago I'd rather not just write about "hey, I had a test" or "hey, I took a shit today." but until I come up with something better...

The race is on, it would seem, to get as many assignments, projects, sections of material, mps, and other misc crap in before the semester is over. I'm not exactly sure why the syllibus always seems to compress like this at the end, but with ece you can pretty much expect it. (must be some kind of bi-linear transform to explain it)

Scores seem to be coming back alright from the last round of midterms I went through (including a 70 on my ece340 test woohoo!) and that's good, cause I have to admit I was really swamped when I took them, so it's good to get the positive feedback.

We signed the lease for the apartment and the parking today which is good. It's finally all set (with a whole two weeks to spare) and we both got parking spots right next to the building for 25 bucks a month which is excellent. As nice as it is to have a garage spot where I am now, really, the ramp and alleyway behind the building combined with the unnavigable construction that always plagues the campustown streets makes parking here more of a headache then it's worth at times. One might argue that I'd have to brush the snow off my car in the winter now, and really I'd be happy to, if I'm at least guaranteed the ability to then use my car. That would be something a particularly icey ramp doesn't always afford me.

For the third year in a row my car will be getting new plates this May. (old illinos plates->old firefighter plates->new firefighter plates) Oh yippee. I haven't gotten them from the Ps yet but I hope they didn't make them too increibly fugly looking now. Supposedly they are pretty much the same thing with just larger lettering so that the po-pos can read them more easily. Whatever I don't care... I go 75 on the interstate.

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