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May 16, 2003

I walked around my good intentions and found that there were none. I blame my father for the wasted years; we hardly talked. I never thought I would forget this hate, then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong. If I don't make it known that I've loved you all along. Just like the sunny days that we ignore because we're all dumb & jaded. And I hope to God I figure out what's wrong. I walked around my room not thinking, just sinking in this box. I blame myself for being too much like somebody else. I never thought I would just bend this way, then a phone call made me realize I'm wrong.

Last entry from this apartment!

Also, finals are over, this room is almost bare (all that's left is this computer and some boxes stacked on top of the shelves that I'm going to store here in spite of the sublessee. The semester went and ended itself in a big hurry and this morning I'll be on my way to Florida for the summer.

I'm taking a break from packing stuff to write this so it'll prolly be somewhat brief.

Finals went pretty much as I figured, I did about as well as I did on any of the tests during the semester I'd say, so none of my grades are going to change much. I'm looking at two A and two B/B+ so overall not a bad haul. Considering the kind of work I put in I feel pretty good about that, so I can say the semester was successful. Next semester will be hard work as well, but hopefully I'll get similar results.

Kristen decided that she had to be involved in the Red Bull Fl�gtag so I helped her draw up a sketch of prolly the most ridiculous "aircraft" ever concieved. With any luck, she, David, and Sam will get to throw this thing off a peir along with Hans at the controls come August 9th. I originally agreed to be the hapless pilot, but unfortunately I won't be back from Florida in time to partake. Anyway, I'll hook you up with more details if our design gets picked to participate in this insanity. If not, well, the powers that be simply don't know what they're missing.

I will join you next time from the sunny, palm-tree filled, far away from everyone, Florida... goodnight kiddies.

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