chaz720.net - journal

May 29, 2003

14 hours ahead, a head that's heavier than lead. I've got toothpicks in my eyes, a smile more yellow than the sky. I've got a song stuck in my head, one that I miss more than my bed. It's a song sung from a fallen milkman, who's drinking bleach instead; I'm much like him. 14 hours unfed, I spent the last cents in my head. They're worth much less than pennies now, food for one thought shared with a crowd. and I've got a painting in my head, a deeper blue bled thicker red. More red than Bloody Marys coast to coast. I hate flying I said, that's what I said. Sad, sorry excuse... Just like everything that made her smile, and everything I use. I won't go back to the way it was. I'm now huffing gas and sniffing paint, to take away this buzz that I call you.

I went OCD on my apartment this afternoon. cleaning up cables behind my computer, moving shelves in the cabinets so that stuff actually fits convienently, and kinda adjusting furnature a bit. Usually this only happens when I have something else I really need to be doing... I wonder what it might be...

Anyway, talking to some other interns, it seems as though I'm the only one who doesn't have a washer and dryer. And at that I'm only 99.9% sure I don't have these things. the uncertainty comes from having discovered circuit breakers for these items in the panel. But unless I'm either insane, or the architects were and they put the washer and dryer in a hidden wall somewhere I can't find it. I feel like I'm going to open some drawer at some point I'm going to slip a switch or step on a plate and giant cartoon washer/drier will fall out of the ceiling on me.

When I left work the other day my car left a pretty wicked wake through the parking lot. It was sitting in about six inches of water, I prolly could have got a water skiier up behind me if I had wanted. Three cheers for water proof shoes! So yeah I should prolly find a different area of the lot to park if the rains keep up like this. My car has decent ground clearence but I really don't need soaked floor mats, thankyouverymuch.

So at some point or another one of the cords for my computer speakers got frayed pretty bad and it was fixed in a very ghetto fashion which is just now causing problems (this happened sometime in high school if I can remember) so I'll prolly bring it by work tomorrow and get it patched up OCD style.

So anyway, tomorrow I'm prolly gonna get a case of beer or something and invite over some of the other interns I've been going to lunch with to play cards, or maybe we'll go downtown or something, who knows... but something, I don't really care I'm pretty open, I'll let you know.

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