chaz720.net
July 18, 2001
It's a broke day but everything is okay, I'm up all night but everything is alright. It's a rough week and I don't get enough sleep. It's a long year, pretending I belong here.
little things all going wrong all over the place, nothing much to see, nothing much of a pain, but yet all the things hold a certain ominous feeling. Something is just feeling weird. I cause a tension of sorts. I feel like I'm being punished, and I know what for, but it doesn't feel like the onslaught is going to go away anytime soon, what to do what to do... I feel like I just want to go crawl in a hole for a while, but yet I can't, like I always end up on the spot regardless of what happens. I get tossed back somewhere I'm familiar with, but not very fond of. let's see how long I can stay off the spot, it's just going to take a lot of self control...

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